Girls day

So, this morning i woke up HELLA early.. well maybe not hella but i woke up at like 9:ooam. I washed my clothes & ate breakfast.. You know, the regular. From 10:00am-1:30pm i was watching t.v. & then jason called me up & asked if i needed a ride to practice because frank was out of town. Soo.. i got ready & stuff & i left at 2:05pm EXACTLY. =] PRACTICE: Today, practice was at Desi's house. At first we were all just kickin' it & relaxing. Then finally we got to the real deal! Well.. not really. haha. Gabby taught us choreo to her track that she had to do. Michelle made like a 4 count! Hahaha, yay! But so far i like the dance.. its very FOB. I would be more excited for it but its not our music & its not the type of dances we would do. But we gotta work w/ it. Every performance isnt going to be easy, whether we like the music or not. Sometimes we have to step off our comfort zone & try new things. Soo, this whole experience w/ the FOB ass music is going pretty well. This piece that we learned today was actually really fun to dance too. its soo cheesy & all happy feely. Everytime we run through it i have to smile cause its a happy dance. Hahaha. I hope to learn more tomorrow! I actually enjoy REALLY having practice & dancing instead of fooling around always. But anyways.. i went home early today. I got home around 7:15pm. I felt like i wasnt done dancing yet.. so i made choreo to some of chrystal's & maybe michelle's solos. & its kinda my first time to make choreo & to actually use it in one of our dances. Then i ate dinner & what not. VENT: Dancing is definately something i love. Just 2 years ago, i didn't feel like i was a good dancer & i felt like i was just fooling around. I honestly felt like there was no way i would really get involved w/ dancing. & it was most definately not planned out that i would be the dancer that I am today. When i was smaller, i always wanted to be a doctor or a nurse.. & yea.. from now.. i want to be a veternarian but i never would want dance to stay out of my life. Once I got involved w/ dancing.. I became better.. I knew what it took to learn & understand & the hard work it really takes to actually move & perform infront of an audience. Dancing is a passion that i've found. Whenever i dance.. my emotions come out into the way i move. I feel so free.. Its like everything that has gone completely wrong in my life, has vanished in every move i make. When i'm dancing i never think about my mistakes or what happened yesterday or earlier on that day. When i'm dancing its like i'm in my own little world that seems soo completely right & soo forgiving. Dancing to me is like.. me forgiving myself for the mistakes & the rebellious things that i have done. Dancing.. is soo perfect. The way it feels.. the way it flows.. comes from within. I am truely blessed to have come into this situation where i can feel the dance life & the dance passion. I finally found something that can modivate me into believing that everything will be the greatest it can be. -jaimebabyy